Friday, March 11, 2011

Somedays

It seems that i always here.... "someday this or someday that".... most of us do it. The other night i was reflecting on a few "somedays" from the vanilla world and the "somedays" of a toilet slave.........


World: Someday, I'm going to own a huge house with a wonderful view of the mountains/ocean/etc.

toilet: Someday, the only room i'll see again is my toilet room and perhaps my closet with my cage during times released from service.

World: Someday, I'll have a huge lot with many acres to roam.

toilet: Someday, i'll know only bondage to my toilet bench and my cage and perhaps a piece of exercise equipment to keep the slave healthy.

World: Someday, I will eat only at the 5 star restaurants, drink high quality wine... the best of the best.

toilet: Someday, i shall eat and drink of the highest quality as a permanent disposal toilet prepared and delivered by the Divine One's body and by those She so chooses to allow to use Her toilet. Small meals of bland foods such as beans, rice, and greens (with no dressings of course) as a supplement to keep the slave healthy and functional but disposing of Her wastes regularly.

World: Someday, I will have unbelievably great sex every day.

toilet: Someday, Maitresse may never allow me to have another orgasm again. She may have me service and pleasure Her male and Female friends, Domme's and slaves but any pleasure of my own may be denied at Her discretion alone.

World: Someday I will be respected and admired by many.

toilet: Someday, i will become nothing but a piece of furniture that serves a purpose... an afterthought.... very much something She owns that is used for its function.

toilet: Someday, i'll be owned, used, thought of, and regarded as a toilet... not even a toilet slave but a toilet in Her home to be available and used as required..... (i hope) :)

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i'm very surprised, especially in the BDSM community but even in the vanilla world, that more Women do not find joy, power, and pleasure in using a toilet slave. What sense of power and ownership of another must she feel? The level of devotion of a slave to long and desire to serve its Goddess as a disposal mechanism would, i think, give Her such a feeling of supremacy and power unlike most all others. i am always surprised at how few Domme's, Mistresses, or Goddesses in general do not demand such servitude.

i'm also surprised, though also glad, that so few slaves, subs, and men in general are unwilling to serve in such a manor. If one professes to "worship Her" what could express that worship to a maximum level than becoming Her toilet slave. Eating and drinking from within Her... a meal and its wine more truly prepared by Her than any table meal could ever be, is truly an honor. A meal prepared not by mere hands but by Her body itself... allowed to take a part of Her that was prepared from deep within Goddess's own body to become part of the slaves... more of a privilege than most have the capacity to comprehend.

i am blessed...... truly and utterly blessed... to just know Maitresse and infinitely more so to serve Her through toilet servitude. i long each day to again be under Her, beneath Her, serve Her. Thank You dear Goddess for being allowed in to a part of Your world... i count the seconds until i am again bound in servitude to You.