i am drawn, more and more, to stories on line where the slave is kept as a permanent toilet; often "built" into part of the house where it serves as a 24/7 toilet for its Mistress and whomever else She decides to allow use it.
While i understand that these writings are works of fiction as no one could live a very long lifetime in 24/7/365 toilet slavery, to a slave such as i, the concept/idea is beautifully pure. The concept of such utterly complete submission, slavery, and objectification is highly intriguing to this toilet. How could a toilet and its Owner reach a level as close to "perfect objectification" as possible? Mistress seems to enjoy the concept of viewing me as only a toilet once bound in to a device. i can't help but surmise that She too would be interested in making service to Her as realistic as possible as well. i cannot help but believe that Mistress Kristian would enjoy owning and using a pure toilet. As i mentioned in my earlier posting, this concept has been on the slave's mind for some time, though compounded since it's chastity experience. This has been the journey of the slave since it began its contract slavery. Each idea feeds another so as to feed an even better idea of object toilet slavery for Mistress Kristian. i hope that my latest idea will prove to have finally "gotten it right".... toilet chain, toilet box, finally (i hope) wider toilet box with a "body lid". A few of these ideas were already posted in my last blog update & some i have not. i wanted to explore them each in a bit more detail. Hopefully this exploration will please Mistress Kristian as She reviews them. i am very sure, given Her superiority over the slave, Goddess will have many wonderful suggestions to add. my Goddess is so intelligent and creative. The slave always anticipates with great longing Her input.
Instead of making unrealistic alterations to a home (as in the works of fiction) the box idea came to mind; painted and looking very much a piece of furniture. i truly think that enclosing the slave's body inside a piece of furniture would help significantly to get the slave in the proper mind set for its service. It should serve to bring the reality of what it truly is (and its function) to the slave... it's only contact to the outside the round toilet seat opening when Mistress raises and lowers it to use the toilet. The lid should also, i would guess, better allow Mistress Kristian to look upon the toilet as a "thing" to be used as She alone desires. A box is an object and as such, the slave bound within becomes a part of that object.
The slave also explored the idea of "guaranteed consumption" in my earlier post. A large ring gag might do the trick but it would not allow for "chewing" if required. Perhaps, if guaranteed full consumption is desired by Goddess, the nose plug idea could work and still allow the slave the use of its mouth to "process". Mistress Kristian has thus far not provided any guidance in this area and (as in all things pertaining to my slavery to Her) the decision resides solely with Goddess as i am Her property.
There has been a good deal written in this blog on chastity since my punishment. While i truly do not wish to endure it for that length (or longer) again, as a slave i must admit its virtues. Longer term chastity certainly aids the slave to get in to the proper mindset (as i experienced first hand) and as such, is both a very useful punishment tool as well as a training aid to Mistress. i feel it would be a valuable tool for Mistress to use on Her toilet to prepare it for service, especially if the service was to be long term use. (If there are new followers to this blog, please reference December's entries in regards to the slave's conclusions of the punishments and virtues of long term chastity).
Speaking is usually, and i'm sure will continue to be, forbidden. However, once the reality of the toilet's situation and the plight endured, how to keep a toilet from speaking? Mental & verbal preparation of the toilet by Mistress would help but what about punishments? Given that the slave is enclosed in a box, immediate corporal punishment would be difficult for a speaking transgression. The slave's face would still be easily accessible so there may be potential options available there. Another option is something like a TENS unit with wires fed through the box via small holes and attached to the slave's genitals. Mistress, i do not believe, is particularly interested in electro-CBT but the idea bears mentioning for Her consideration. Frankly, the idea of electro-CBT scares the hell out of this slave!!! However, this very fact is why the slave mentions it here. i'm sure it would be a very effective speech/sound control device due in large part to this fear. This slave is sure that Mistress would have plenty of ideas & ways to punish Her slave for breaking this rule. A couch doesn't talk, a toilet doesn't talk, thus a toilet slave should not speak as well. The presence of impending punishment would also serve the slave well in its "encouragement" of serving others, should Mistress desire. As a follower of this blog knows, within a few limited confines, who Mistress allows to use Her toilet slave is vested solely with Her.
The one issue i cannot seem to get around is the disposal of the slave's own waste. i think i have a solution to the slave's #1 but #2 is very problematic for long term fully bound toilet service. Short of an "adult diaper" i cannot find a way around being released from time to time to properly relieve the slave's own waste. i'll keep researching but thus far the only ideas i've found come from the works of fiction i mentioned in the opening paragraph of this posting.
True, utter, and complete long term toilet slavery has become a pervasive desire of this slave. it longs for the full and total submission of being a "true" toilet. its deepest desires and dreams not realistic but the slave continues to strive to get as close to the point of being a fully objectified toilet kept for long term use and service. The slave truly hopes to reach the point of accepting Mistress's gifts without any thought from Her at all and so used for extended periods of time. Sure, my night time "dreams" consist of being a full time full toilet but in the real world this is not possible (i don't think). However, reaching that goal as closely as possible (i.e., longer term use toilet slave) is a beautiful journey. The thought of such deep and complete submission to Goddess Kristian, giving Her the gift of full and utter use of a total toilet slave as She and She alone see's fit, is a driving force for the slave. As a Dominate Goddess and Owner of toilets, i believe that Mistress Kristian would appreciate this gift greatly.
i miss You, dear Mistress Kristian and hope all is well with You!!!
Monday, January 18, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Thoughts of Objectification
During O/our last meeting, Mistress Kristian and i discussed another revision to the toilet box/bench design. Hopefully the cold weather is finally breaking and it will now be possible to begin work on it. Basically it will be the same as the one i posted earlier only wider. This will hopefully allow for longer term use and more complete immobilizing bondage. The one "major" difference in this device and the others is most likely going to be the addition of a removable box to cover the slave's entire body. i envision a "lid" that can be set over the slave once it is bound on to its bench, removing the toilet slave's body from view. That way the only part of the slave that Mistress would see is its face; and only then for a brief period of time as the seat's lid is raised and lowered. Why remove the slave from Mistress view? It is this slave's hope that it will make it even easier for Her to totally objectify the slave as a "part" of the house.
Objectification has always been a key point of this slave's submissive nature and something it hopes to explore and reach as fully and perfectly as possible. However, since my chastity punishment several weeks ago, the thought of "perfect objectification" has been more and more of a driving factor in the slave's mind. i hope to reach the point that Mistress Kristian can use the toilet as She requires and desires without any regard of the toilet at all. She would do Her golden or brown as naturally as possible, without concern of Her toilet. i figure that the more the slave looks like a part of the house, the easier it would be for Her to truly view the slave within as nothing but a toilet. i often wonder about "guaranteed consumption". Should the toilet have its nose plugged or perhaps a large o-ring gag? i lean towards nose blockage as the best option but am curious. i am also curious about the length of time that a slave could subsist off of nothing but its Mistress's golden and brown. Days for sure but longer with a multi-vitamin??
i hope to find some answers to these questions. i have been doing some searching on line and hopefully the truth will also be revealed through continued service to Mistress Kristian. i dream, quite literally, of being nothing but an object for days at a time to Her. i hope that the latest design, once completed, will bring me closer to that goal.
Objectification has always been a key point of this slave's submissive nature and something it hopes to explore and reach as fully and perfectly as possible. However, since my chastity punishment several weeks ago, the thought of "perfect objectification" has been more and more of a driving factor in the slave's mind. i hope to reach the point that Mistress Kristian can use the toilet as She requires and desires without any regard of the toilet at all. She would do Her golden or brown as naturally as possible, without concern of Her toilet. i figure that the more the slave looks like a part of the house, the easier it would be for Her to truly view the slave within as nothing but a toilet. i often wonder about "guaranteed consumption". Should the toilet have its nose plugged or perhaps a large o-ring gag? i lean towards nose blockage as the best option but am curious. i am also curious about the length of time that a slave could subsist off of nothing but its Mistress's golden and brown. Days for sure but longer with a multi-vitamin??
i hope to find some answers to these questions. i have been doing some searching on line and hopefully the truth will also be revealed through continued service to Mistress Kristian. i dream, quite literally, of being nothing but an object for days at a time to Her. i hope that the latest design, once completed, will bring me closer to that goal.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
A Complete Surprise!!
Mistress Kristian blessed Her toilet slave with a most unexpected text message and gift! i had given up hope of seeing Goddess for a while as She was unable to come up for the Holidays and given Her upcoming schedule requirements. Out of the "blue" the slave received a text yesterday afternoon informing it that She would be up here today and would allow the slave the privilege of serving Her!!! What a wonderful New Year's gift for the slave and most unexpected. The only "down side" (as if anything involved in serving Mistress Kristian could be that) was that W/we would need to meet up in Her home town which meant a hotel room. As such, the toilet bench would be left at home. i was disappointed for Mistress Kristian as She would not get to experience the full "Ownership" of the slave. Of course, this did not and does not matter to the slave because getting to see Mistress under ANY circumstances is just fine with the toilet. For this slave, there is never a "down side" in seeing Goddess. Hopefully, She still enjoyed the session as well.
It was a fairly short meeting as She was pressed for time but it was yet another wonderful and interesting session! It was, to say the least, a most unusual session based upon my prior service to Goddess. In regards to being Her toilet, She only used the slave for some brown and a little golden. However, joy upon all joy, Mistress Kristian allowed Her toilet to be Her toilet paper following Her brown!!!! i cannot describe the joy the slave takes in cleaning Mistress Kristian... it is such an utter and complete privilege that is not given all the time.
Most of the session was spent talking and catching up on things. It was absolutely wonderful and a better time spent in conversation the slave cannot remember! We discussed life in general, how sorry the slave was for upsetting Her last month (it was the first time i have been able to apologize to Mistress face to face), the toilet's punishment (including some of the dreams experienced during the chastity), the slave's blog postings, and some ideas of new services / toilet benches. Mistress Kristian is so very intelligent and such a beautiful conversationalist. i was only used briefly but at least it helped to keep the slave in practice for its next full use session. However, i don't think that i will ever forget this day!!!! i hope Mistress enjoyed discussing BDSM topics, life, and future plans close to as much as i did. i believe She noticed, but i was actually "giddy" when She first arrived with the thrill of just getting to see Goddess! In so many ways, in so many depths, Mistress Kristian is truly special. This gift given the slave today by Mistress... first surprising the slave with Her arrival and then allowing time for discussions... is so very precious to this slave. i love serving Mistress Kristian. i am privileged to be Her toilet, i am honored when She "objectifies" the slave as little more than a toilet during the sessions, but today was such an unexpected change of pace. Every time i see and serve Mistress Kristian is special but today is one of those rare moments as it was not anticipated! This slave is fortunate to have been chosen as one of Her toilets but is truly lucky to know such a rare and Divine creature as Goddess Kristian!!
Side note: Mistress, i know it wasn't much, but i do hope You liked Your Christmas presents (especially the main one). You seemed to like them and i do hope that You did! It was a true pleasure to give You something for the Holidays.
Thank You Mistress Kristian!!! Thank You for the surprise gift of Your presence! Thank You for allowing time for the slave to see and serve You! Thank You beloved Goddess !!!!!
It was a fairly short meeting as She was pressed for time but it was yet another wonderful and interesting session! It was, to say the least, a most unusual session based upon my prior service to Goddess. In regards to being Her toilet, She only used the slave for some brown and a little golden. However, joy upon all joy, Mistress Kristian allowed Her toilet to be Her toilet paper following Her brown!!!! i cannot describe the joy the slave takes in cleaning Mistress Kristian... it is such an utter and complete privilege that is not given all the time.
Most of the session was spent talking and catching up on things. It was absolutely wonderful and a better time spent in conversation the slave cannot remember! We discussed life in general, how sorry the slave was for upsetting Her last month (it was the first time i have been able to apologize to Mistress face to face), the toilet's punishment (including some of the dreams experienced during the chastity), the slave's blog postings, and some ideas of new services / toilet benches. Mistress Kristian is so very intelligent and such a beautiful conversationalist. i was only used briefly but at least it helped to keep the slave in practice for its next full use session. However, i don't think that i will ever forget this day!!!! i hope Mistress enjoyed discussing BDSM topics, life, and future plans close to as much as i did. i believe She noticed, but i was actually "giddy" when She first arrived with the thrill of just getting to see Goddess! In so many ways, in so many depths, Mistress Kristian is truly special. This gift given the slave today by Mistress... first surprising the slave with Her arrival and then allowing time for discussions... is so very precious to this slave. i love serving Mistress Kristian. i am privileged to be Her toilet, i am honored when She "objectifies" the slave as little more than a toilet during the sessions, but today was such an unexpected change of pace. Every time i see and serve Mistress Kristian is special but today is one of those rare moments as it was not anticipated! This slave is fortunate to have been chosen as one of Her toilets but is truly lucky to know such a rare and Divine creature as Goddess Kristian!!
Side note: Mistress, i know it wasn't much, but i do hope You liked Your Christmas presents (especially the main one). You seemed to like them and i do hope that You did! It was a true pleasure to give You something for the Holidays.
Thank You Mistress Kristian!!! Thank You for the surprise gift of Your presence! Thank You for allowing time for the slave to see and serve You! Thank You beloved Goddess !!!!!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
slave's Punishment - pt 3 of 3
Well, the punishment period ended and thus my requirement of chastity as ordered by Mistress Kristian. It was difficult and very frustrating! However, i ended up going a "extra" day due to the state of mind that the enforced chastity induced. In the end, as i knew i would, i was weak and succumbed to my urges (during the re-reading of one of my favorite toilet slave stories). i have mixed feelings about the experience but Mistress has said that all is well again and the slave has made up for its failures. Thank You Mistress Kristian and again, please accept my apologies for disappointing You!!!
Why do i have mixed feelings? In terms of punishment, chastity is effective for sure. Especially for a slave such as i who ends up pleasuring itself to various internet stimuli often. However, it was not all "punishment" as it awakened feelings and led to further slave-awareness. i'm not sure this was the intention of Mistress's instructions, although it very well could have been given Her superior intelligence. i have written about the state of mind or "attitude adjustment" experienced as the slave progressed through its chastity in the other punishment postings. However, some points may bear repeating. i truly can see why many Mistresses feel that prolonged chastity on their male slaves is effective at slave control and torment. i "enjoyed" (probably not the correct word... more like "took pride" in) the feeling of my utter desire to serve Mistress Kristian during my discipline. Had She been available, i would have been completely desperate to serve Her. i really cannot fully describe my state of mind other than to say i was completely preoccupied with thoughts of receiving Mistress Kristian's wastes and being Her slave (toilet or any other way She saw fit to use me)!!! Well, not completely as total sexual frustration was always present, especially during my thoughts of toilet service! This, i believe, is the paradox of chastity and why Mistresses feel it effective in controlling slaves. The slave is desperate for a release and believes that the only way it would be allowed to experience it is through devoted service to its Goddess. However, as Goddess see's how compliant the slave becomes, due in part to its frustration and hope of release through good service, its Goddess decides to keep the slave in its compliant and devoted state. As such, a cycle of torment for the slave may begin. Devoted service to hopefully obtain release and kept in chastity in order to remain a devoted slave. On one hand, i feel for the slave in such a predicament and on the other, envy of the slave to be so owned by its Mistress. As a side thought to the subject of prolonged chastity, although i've never been a "cuckhold", i can see how this would be a truly effective means for a Goddess to "mentally" torture and physically torment Her slave (in prolonged chastity) as well.
As the follower of this blog probably already knows, Mistress Kristian owns the right to share me with as many of Her Goddess friends as She would like (separately, in a group, or at a Mistress party/gathering). Thus far, She has not exercised this right. The thought of being forced to be a toilet to several Women is frightening and exciting. However, i honestly don't know if i could go though it without being properly prepared. i truly think that a period of chastity would be in order to be properly prepared for such a service to Goddess Kristian (although i also hope to not have to endure such preparation and simply "put" in to such service if She should ever exercise Her right to "loan" the slave).
i am also very hesitant to reveal the following thoughts. However the slave promised Mistress Kristian, when it entered the Contract, to be open and honest in this blog about its feelings, thoughts, and emotions. i am extremely hesitant to write this because it could, possibly, come true one day. While the thought of even deeper and more dedicated service to Mistress Kristian (especially as an "objectified" toilet) is thrilling; i also believe i would come to "regret" the revelation below. After evaluating present circumstances, however, (given the current distance between Mistress & slave and Mistress's other commitments) the slave is fairly certain that it is relatively safe in revealing its thoughts. i have used the time since my punishment to reflect on my emotions, thoughts, and feelings experience both during my discipline and post-punishment. i believe that total enforced chastity on a slave provides a Mistress with full control and a greater depth of Ownership of the toilet. As such, i can conceive of this slave eventually giving up all rights and decisions regarding its sexual release (and thus enforced chastity) to its Mistress in order to gain acceptance as a frequently used full toilet! In my submissive/slave mind, i can see me giving all control of when/if i am allowed any form of sexual release in exchange for being a frequently used ("steady use") toilet... bringing Ownership and control of not only my toilet opening but my genitals as well, to Mistress Kristian. The thought is both thrilling and scary. i'm sure, if such a scenario would ever happen, i would soon come to "regret" my decision. i can foresee the circle of torment described above (dedicated service, hope for gratification, denial by Goddess to remain fully compliant, dedicated service, hope, etc) transpiring for real. This slave, i'm sure, would soon become desperate for self-release and regret ever typing these words. On the other hand, the slave would be so dedicated to Mistress Kristian and the honor of being Her toilet, i'm sure it would continue to endure. As i said earlier, the thought of such a depth of Ownership thrilling and utterly scary at the same time!!! Mistress would then not only own me as a full consumption frequent use toilet but the slave's ability to experience "physical pleasure" as well. Fortunately, given the distance and current circumstances, i feel relatively safe in the fact that this possibility will stay safely in my "masturbatory fantasies". The reality of such a situation would, no doubt, be very different than that which resides in my slave/submissive mind.
On a different note, i wish Mistress Kristian a very Happy and Healthy New Year! i hope that 2010 brings You much joy and happiness. The slave longs to see and serve You, Dear Goddess, very soon. The slave thinks and dreams often of taking its rightful place beneath You and to feel the honor of Your Ownership! Being Your toilet, Mistress Kristian, is a heartfelt honor and submitting to Your disposal requirements, a true privilege. i can only hope that soon Mistress Kristian will again have the time available to own and use this toilet as it should be used... an object to dispose of, and be nourished by, Your most Divine wastes.
Thank You for 2009, Mistress Kristian. i sincerely and with all of my being look forward to serving You in 2010.
Why do i have mixed feelings? In terms of punishment, chastity is effective for sure. Especially for a slave such as i who ends up pleasuring itself to various internet stimuli often. However, it was not all "punishment" as it awakened feelings and led to further slave-awareness. i'm not sure this was the intention of Mistress's instructions, although it very well could have been given Her superior intelligence. i have written about the state of mind or "attitude adjustment" experienced as the slave progressed through its chastity in the other punishment postings. However, some points may bear repeating. i truly can see why many Mistresses feel that prolonged chastity on their male slaves is effective at slave control and torment. i "enjoyed" (probably not the correct word... more like "took pride" in) the feeling of my utter desire to serve Mistress Kristian during my discipline. Had She been available, i would have been completely desperate to serve Her. i really cannot fully describe my state of mind other than to say i was completely preoccupied with thoughts of receiving Mistress Kristian's wastes and being Her slave (toilet or any other way She saw fit to use me)!!! Well, not completely as total sexual frustration was always present, especially during my thoughts of toilet service! This, i believe, is the paradox of chastity and why Mistresses feel it effective in controlling slaves. The slave is desperate for a release and believes that the only way it would be allowed to experience it is through devoted service to its Goddess. However, as Goddess see's how compliant the slave becomes, due in part to its frustration and hope of release through good service, its Goddess decides to keep the slave in its compliant and devoted state. As such, a cycle of torment for the slave may begin. Devoted service to hopefully obtain release and kept in chastity in order to remain a devoted slave. On one hand, i feel for the slave in such a predicament and on the other, envy of the slave to be so owned by its Mistress. As a side thought to the subject of prolonged chastity, although i've never been a "cuckhold", i can see how this would be a truly effective means for a Goddess to "mentally" torture and physically torment Her slave (in prolonged chastity) as well.
As the follower of this blog probably already knows, Mistress Kristian owns the right to share me with as many of Her Goddess friends as She would like (separately, in a group, or at a Mistress party/gathering). Thus far, She has not exercised this right. The thought of being forced to be a toilet to several Women is frightening and exciting. However, i honestly don't know if i could go though it without being properly prepared. i truly think that a period of chastity would be in order to be properly prepared for such a service to Goddess Kristian (although i also hope to not have to endure such preparation and simply "put" in to such service if She should ever exercise Her right to "loan" the slave).
i am also very hesitant to reveal the following thoughts. However the slave promised Mistress Kristian, when it entered the Contract, to be open and honest in this blog about its feelings, thoughts, and emotions. i am extremely hesitant to write this because it could, possibly, come true one day. While the thought of even deeper and more dedicated service to Mistress Kristian (especially as an "objectified" toilet) is thrilling; i also believe i would come to "regret" the revelation below. After evaluating present circumstances, however, (given the current distance between Mistress & slave and Mistress's other commitments) the slave is fairly certain that it is relatively safe in revealing its thoughts. i have used the time since my punishment to reflect on my emotions, thoughts, and feelings experience both during my discipline and post-punishment. i believe that total enforced chastity on a slave provides a Mistress with full control and a greater depth of Ownership of the toilet. As such, i can conceive of this slave eventually giving up all rights and decisions regarding its sexual release (and thus enforced chastity) to its Mistress in order to gain acceptance as a frequently used full toilet! In my submissive/slave mind, i can see me giving all control of when/if i am allowed any form of sexual release in exchange for being a frequently used ("steady use") toilet... bringing Ownership and control of not only my toilet opening but my genitals as well, to Mistress Kristian. The thought is both thrilling and scary. i'm sure, if such a scenario would ever happen, i would soon come to "regret" my decision. i can foresee the circle of torment described above (dedicated service, hope for gratification, denial by Goddess to remain fully compliant, dedicated service, hope, etc) transpiring for real. This slave, i'm sure, would soon become desperate for self-release and regret ever typing these words. On the other hand, the slave would be so dedicated to Mistress Kristian and the honor of being Her toilet, i'm sure it would continue to endure. As i said earlier, the thought of such a depth of Ownership thrilling and utterly scary at the same time!!! Mistress would then not only own me as a full consumption frequent use toilet but the slave's ability to experience "physical pleasure" as well. Fortunately, given the distance and current circumstances, i feel relatively safe in the fact that this possibility will stay safely in my "masturbatory fantasies". The reality of such a situation would, no doubt, be very different than that which resides in my slave/submissive mind.
On a different note, i wish Mistress Kristian a very Happy and Healthy New Year! i hope that 2010 brings You much joy and happiness. The slave longs to see and serve You, Dear Goddess, very soon. The slave thinks and dreams often of taking its rightful place beneath You and to feel the honor of Your Ownership! Being Your toilet, Mistress Kristian, is a heartfelt honor and submitting to Your disposal requirements, a true privilege. i can only hope that soon Mistress Kristian will again have the time available to own and use this toilet as it should be used... an object to dispose of, and be nourished by, Your most Divine wastes.
Thank You for 2009, Mistress Kristian. i sincerely and with all of my being look forward to serving You in 2010.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Holiday Wishes
Mistress Kristian,
i most humbly and respectfully wish You a wonderful Christmas Holiday season !!! It is my deepest hope that Your Christmas gatherings are filled with the joy of family and friends. May the coming New Year bring You greater happiness than ever before. i wish You safe travels to all Your Holiday destinations, wherever they may be.
i long to serve You, Mistress Kristian, and serve You well. my Holiday wish is to serve beneath You for many seasons to come in a manor that brings pleasure to Mistress Kristian and honor to the slave. i sincerely hope to see You before the New Year so that i may take my place beneath You to receive the gifts that You provide your slave. The time spent away from service; difficult. The rewards of service to You; great. If the slave is lucky, Mistress will have time for it next week. The slave yearns to please You with its service, continue to grow in its role, and dreams of the next meeting.
Thank You, Mistress Kristian, for taking me under Your “wing” and accepting me as a bathroom slave. i hope beyond hope to serve You before the New Year !
Merry Christmas & a Most Happy New Year !!!!!!!!!
i most humbly and respectfully wish You a wonderful Christmas Holiday season !!! It is my deepest hope that Your Christmas gatherings are filled with the joy of family and friends. May the coming New Year bring You greater happiness than ever before. i wish You safe travels to all Your Holiday destinations, wherever they may be.
i long to serve You, Mistress Kristian, and serve You well. my Holiday wish is to serve beneath You for many seasons to come in a manor that brings pleasure to Mistress Kristian and honor to the slave. i sincerely hope to see You before the New Year so that i may take my place beneath You to receive the gifts that You provide your slave. The time spent away from service; difficult. The rewards of service to You; great. If the slave is lucky, Mistress will have time for it next week. The slave yearns to please You with its service, continue to grow in its role, and dreams of the next meeting.
Thank You, Mistress Kristian, for taking me under Your “wing” and accepting me as a bathroom slave. i hope beyond hope to serve You before the New Year !
Merry Christmas & a Most Happy New Year !!!!!!!!!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Modified Photos... slave Bench
Mistress was not particularly impressed with my initial postings of the new toilet bench. She thought that it should have shown more of the slave rather than all of the slave being blacked out. As per Her instructions, i am uploading modified photos of the slave bound for service to Mistress Kristian at O/our last session. Hopefully, there will be additional sessions/services coming in the near future! i am missing Goddess terribly. i count the days until i am again in my proper place beneath Her!!
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