Just a Couple More Days!!!!

i am sitting around thinking, dreaming, and longing for Saturday to come. It's almost like waiting for Christmas as a kid. i cannot wait to see the ultimate Goddess and to be be Her slave. i hope i do well. i hope She enjoys Herself and Her slave. i find myself fearful that i won't perform and praying i do well. She has said i will be used without regard... at Her slave's request. i hope when She needs to brown, She simply does it without a care in the world for Her slave under Her. i find myself wondering if the meeting is truly going to happen... is it too good to be true... as if i will awake and it was a dream. i also find myself slipping in to a day-dream... that my Goddess is coming to enslave me in permanent toilet service of no escape and nothing but a toilet. Life is not fantasy though.. but it is fun to reflect and dream. i await Your arrival, dear Maitresse Kristian... i await to serve You!!