Well, i'm not sure what to say exactly. It would appear that my slave relationship with Mistress is progressing to a whole new level. For my next service to Mistress, She has told me i am to serve as Her toilet slave for (2) 24 hour periods.... 2 full days!! This is a significant development in my slave training, service, and life!! Mistress is a wonderful Owner and is caring of Her slave. Given this significant progression, there will be a break in the 24 hour periods... Mistress is concerned to not "overwhelm" Her slave. Although i am Hers, She is such a caring and compassionate Mistress when it comes to Her slave's long term well-being.
i was truly in shock at Her revelation. Shocked and excited!! i had hoped to further progress in O/our D/s relationship and truly cannot believe She has such faith in Her slave to serve Her in such a manor. i am nervous of not living up to Her standards while at the same time determined to serve in a manor consistent with Her superiority. i want to please Mistress and be Her most perfect slave. i'm sure that for most of the time, She will not consider me as much more than a toilet and my heart beats faster, my breath more rapid, at the thought! i only hope i truly please Her!! Mostly though, i am truly honored. This is by far the greatest privilege Mistress has thus far bestowed upon Her slave and a dream i thought would never go fulfilled. Being a toilet for Mistress Kristian is difficult but such an honor! i think i'm probably rambling but i am actually having trouble putting all of my emotions in to words (not usually a problem). i guess i can sum it up as as excitement, fear, reluctance, anticipation, honor, and gratitude all rolled in to one. i know that i am a toilet slave and feel truly blessed to have found Mistress and been deemed worthy enough to be a contractual slave to Her. i honestly count the days until service. i will make sure to do what ever it takes to prove my worth to Mistress. To be Her ultimate toilet slave!
Thank You beloved Goddess !!!
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