Continued Thoughts From 1/17 Post

i am drawn, more and more, to stories on line where the slave is kept as a permanent toilet; often "built" into part of the house where it serves as a 24/7 toilet for its Mistress and whomever else She decides to allow use it.

While i understand that these writings are works of fiction as no one could live a very long lifetime in 24/7/365 toilet slavery, to a slave such as i, the concept/idea is beautifully pure. The concept of such utterly complete submission, slavery, and objectification is highly intriguing to this toilet. How could a toilet and its Owner reach a level as close to "perfect objectification" as possible? Mistress seems to enjoy the concept of viewing me as only a toilet once bound in to a device. i can't help but surmise that She too would be interested in making service to Her as realistic as possible as well. i cannot help but believe that Mistress Kristian would enjoy owning and using a pure toilet. As i mentioned in my earlier posting, this concept has been on the slave's mind for some time, though compounded since it's chastity experience. This has been the journey of the slave since it began its contract slavery. Each idea feeds another so as to feed an even better idea of object toilet slavery for Mistress Kristian. i hope that my latest idea will prove to have finally "gotten it right".... toilet chain, toilet box, finally (i hope) wider toilet box with a "body lid". A few of these ideas were already posted in my last blog update & some i have not. i wanted to explore them each in a bit more detail. Hopefully this exploration will please Mistress Kristian as She reviews them. i am very sure, given Her superiority over the slave, Goddess will have many wonderful suggestions to add. my Goddess is so intelligent and creative. The slave always anticipates with great longing Her input.

Instead of making unrealistic alterations to a home (as in the works of fiction) the box idea came to mind; painted and looking very much a piece of furniture. i truly think that enclosing the slave's body inside a piece of furniture would help significantly to get the slave in the proper mind set for its service. It should serve to bring the reality of what it truly is (and its function) to the slave... it's only contact to the outside the round toilet seat opening when Mistress raises and lowers it to use the toilet. The lid should also, i would guess, better allow Mistress Kristian to look upon the toilet as a "thing" to be used as She alone desires. A box is an object and as such, the slave bound within becomes a part of that object.

The slave also explored the idea of "guaranteed consumption" in my earlier post. A large ring gag might do the trick but it would not allow for "chewing" if required. Perhaps, if guaranteed full consumption is desired by Goddess, the nose plug idea could work and still allow the slave the use of its mouth to "process". Mistress Kristian has thus far not provided any guidance in this area and (as in all things pertaining to my slavery to Her) the decision resides solely with Goddess as i am Her property.

There has been a good deal written in this blog on chastity since my punishment. While i truly do not wish to endure it for that length (or longer) again, as a slave i must admit its virtues. Longer term chastity certainly aids the slave to get in to the proper mindset (as i experienced first hand) and as such, is both a very useful punishment tool as well as a training aid to Mistress. i feel it would be a valuable tool for Mistress to use on Her toilet to prepare it for service, especially if the service was to be long term use. (If there are new followers to this blog, please reference December's entries in regards to the slave's conclusions of the punishments and virtues of long term chastity).

Speaking is usually, and i'm sure will continue to be, forbidden. However, once the reality of the toilet's situation and the plight endured, how to keep a toilet from speaking? Mental & verbal preparation of the toilet by Mistress would help but what about punishments? Given that the slave is enclosed in a box, immediate corporal punishment would be difficult for a speaking transgression. The slave's face would still be easily accessible so there may be potential options available there. Another option is something like a TENS unit with wires fed through the box via small holes and attached to the slave's genitals. Mistress, i do not believe, is particularly interested in electro-CBT but the idea bears mentioning for Her consideration. Frankly, the idea of electro-CBT scares the hell out of this slave!!! However, this very fact is why the slave mentions it here. i'm sure it would be a very effective speech/sound control device due in large part to this fear. This slave is sure that Mistress would have plenty of ideas & ways to punish Her slave for breaking this rule. A couch doesn't talk, a toilet doesn't talk, thus a toilet slave should not speak as well. The presence of impending punishment would also serve the slave well in its "encouragement" of serving others, should Mistress desire. As a follower of this blog knows, within a few limited confines, who Mistress allows to use Her toilet slave is vested solely with Her.

The one issue i cannot seem to get around is the disposal of the slave's own waste. i think i have a solution to the slave's #1 but #2 is very problematic for long term fully bound toilet service. Short of an "adult diaper" i cannot find a way around being released from time to time to properly relieve the slave's own waste. i'll keep researching but thus far the only ideas i've found come from the works of fiction i mentioned in the opening paragraph of this posting.

True, utter, and complete long term toilet slavery has become a pervasive desire of this slave. it longs for the full and total submission of being a "true" toilet. its deepest desires and dreams not realistic but the slave continues to strive to get as close to the point of being a fully objectified toilet kept for long term use and service. The slave truly hopes to reach the point of accepting Mistress's gifts without any thought from Her at all and so used for extended periods of time. Sure, my night time "dreams" consist of being a full time full toilet but in the real world this is not possible (i don't think). However, reaching that goal as closely as possible (i.e., longer term use toilet slave) is a beautiful journey. The thought of such deep and complete submission to Goddess Kristian, giving Her the gift of full and utter use of a total toilet slave as She and She alone see's fit, is a driving force for the slave. As a Dominate Goddess and Owner of toilets, i believe that Mistress Kristian would appreciate this gift greatly.

i miss You, dear Mistress Kristian and hope all is well with You!!!