Sunday, January 17, 2010

Thoughts of Objectification

During O/our last meeting, Mistress Kristian and i discussed another revision to the toilet box/bench design. Hopefully the cold weather is finally breaking and it will now be possible to begin work on it. Basically it will be the same as the one i posted earlier only wider. This will hopefully allow for longer term use and more complete immobilizing bondage. The one "major" difference in this device and the others is most likely going to be the addition of a removable box to cover the slave's entire body. i envision a "lid" that can be set over the slave once it is bound on to its bench, removing the toilet slave's body from view. That way the only part of the slave that Mistress would see is its face; and only then for a brief period of time as the seat's lid is raised and lowered. Why remove the slave from Mistress view? It is this slave's hope that it will make it even easier for Her to totally objectify the slave as a "part" of the house.

Objectification has always been a key point of this slave's submissive nature and something it hopes to explore and reach as fully and perfectly as possible. However, since my chastity punishment several weeks ago, the thought of "perfect objectification" has been more and more of a driving factor in the slave's mind. i hope to reach the point that Mistress Kristian can use the toilet as She requires and desires without any regard of the toilet at all. She would do Her golden or brown as naturally as possible, without concern of Her toilet. i figure that the more the slave looks like a part of the house, the easier it would be for Her to truly view the slave within as nothing but a toilet. i often wonder about "guaranteed consumption". Should the toilet have its nose plugged or perhaps a large o-ring gag? i lean towards nose blockage as the best option but am curious. i am also curious about the length of time that a slave could subsist off of nothing but its Mistress's golden and brown. Days for sure but longer with a multi-vitamin??

i hope to find some answers to these questions. i have been doing some searching on line and hopefully the truth will also be revealed through continued service to Mistress Kristian. i dream, quite literally, of being nothing but an object for days at a time to Her. i hope that the latest design, once completed, will bring me closer to that goal.

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