First off, as the reader may know from postings below, it has been a little while since my last service to Mistress Kristian. This weekend was a true blessing! i was able to serve Mistress as Her toilet Sunday night and Monday morning. The wait was well worth it... seeing my Beloved Goddess always is!!! Part 1 of the post is for discussion of my "chastity" before seeing Mistress. i was placed in "chastity" beginning Friday morning first thing. Now, "chastity" is in quotes as i was not wearing a long term device but was forbidden to obtain any self pleasure. At times, i did use my chastity device that Mistress enjoys imposing on me during my toilet service... a Kali's Teeth. This is not able to be worn in day to day living but is amazingly effective during service. Kali has a heck of a bite.
The though of serving Mistress... being under the most Devine bottom i have ever been privileged to serve, was almost too much for me to bear. Many times, thinking of seeing Goddess & being the vessel of Her waste disposal, i nearly lost control of myself. Someone may be wondering how She would even know if i did. She would know!! If Goddess asked, She would know because i cannot lie to such a Divine creature as Mistress Kristian. i would have had to have told Her and suffer Her disappointment. And, for that matter, i would know. Thankfully though, i never lost my self control. The momentary pleasure was no where near worth failing Mistress. Disappointing Mistress Kristian hurts more than any lash could!
By the time Mistress arrived, i was in a fairly "difficult" state. She did not instruct Her slave to worship Her feet while W/we caught up on things (thank goodness). In my state, with Her Goddess feet, would have proved to be a very "stressful" task. Once in service, She used the Kali on me as usual except for a period this morning. The ironic part was the only time i didn't try to get aroused in service was when i was not wearing the device. i found (and still do) find that fact to be thought provoking. i don't know if subconsciously i knew i'd get in trouble if i did or if my mind had too much respect for Mistress to potentially disrespect Her in such a way (i have no idea how She would react to such an occurrence). i will continue to reflect on the result and perhaps come up with a better conclusion. Once Kali was on, especially during my use, i again tried to get aroused. Of course, then "she" bit as Kali always will.
For those who do not know what a Kali's Teeth chastity device is, please see below......
No comments:
Post a Comment