Friday, December 31, 2010

Addressing Maitresse's Concerns

Maitresse, in Her kind nature of being concerned for Her property, has expressed a concern and instructed Her slave to do some on-line research in to the topic. Given that i am bound and in a prone state, She is worried that i may choke if She uses me too quickly/naturally. Her specific statement was that the human body is not designed to consume in a prone position and given my bondage She worries i may become dangerously choked and unable to clear my throat. She wanted me to find a couple of possible solutions to this problem on the net though i have only been able to come up with one. However, given the bench design, i am not concerned at all with becoming dangerously choked, which i will discuss shortly.

i have attempted to find discussions regarding this issue and have not found anything specific to the topic. Most topics center around the how/why a Mistress would want a toilet slave, how long to use a toilet slave without a break ("real" food, water, etc), and other such topics. A couple topics centered around "volume" and the slave being able to keep up. i think that is is more of a problem than actual choking. Large or continuous volumes of solid or liquid waste seem to pose the largest problem but are somewhat overcome with practice. However, toilet slaves are still hindered by the amount of solid material that can be put in the mouth before overflowing. Practice and determination allow it to flush quickly enough to please its Owner/User. i think that this is my largest issue... how to consume quickly enough to keep up. Golden, for me, based upon my last service seems to be largely resolved. Brown gifts, though, may still be somewhat of an issue. Luckily for Maitresse and i both, usually Her gifts do not require much chewing before being flushed. In fact, more often than not, they can be flushed down Her toilet's throat without any actual "processing" by the receptacle. Therefore, actual risk of windpipe blockage is very minimal. More of a risk is aspirating a small amount of material during large volumes but that is a risk all toilet's face. Thus, the largest problem is how to consume the volume given during a natural bowel movement. This, i can only assume from what i've read, is a function of practice and willpower. i have the will but the willpower has been somewhat missing for a while. However, i firmly believe that this situation has been resolved.

i can only assume that Maitresse wants to continue to have a bound toilet. She seems to really like the idea and the possibilities it presents by using a toilet box. One possible alternative is to slant the entire bench to allow for a better "flow" from mouth to stomach. This is not all that practical though as the slave would slide down the bench. Perhaps a slight modification can be made in the future to slightly angle the bench but i really don't know how well that would work. A better option i feel is to more elevate the head and neck. i have a pillow inside the box but i think i should go out and look for an extra firm one. This would, i feel, elevate the head a slight bit more and allow for a better angle for material to go down.

It is a comfort that Maitresse takes such concern in Her slave. Both She and i desire for me to be nothing but an object and for Her to not need to be concerned with Her slave... and simply use it. i honestly feel that given the design of the box itself there is extremely little risk in my becoming choked to the extent of being dangerous. i may make a mess, but life and health should not be a factor. In my design, my head is not restrained. It can turn as far as a head can in any regular bed. Therefore, should i actually get choked i can turn my head to my side and nature will take care of the issue through coughing, etc. Also, should the unthinkable happen, the box can be flipped over quickly and the entire bench (with me still on it) could be overturned as the bench itself is not super stable. With the help of another, flipping the bench over would not be all that difficult. After much thought and consideration, in order to maintain the realism of what Maitresse and i are trying so hard to accomplish, elevating the head a touch more seems to be the most viable solution. Other than that, the slave would not be bound at all which takes away from the experience of being a toilet.

In my most humble opinion, i believe that Maitresse should feel completely at ease in viewing Her toilet as just that.. something She uses. She should not be concerned for my safety as i think overall its the best possible design and one that i found online to be the best if a slave is to be bound. The only words She may need to speak to Her toilet are "golden" or "brown" as this helps the slave position its head where it should be to perform its duties. i wouldn't mind my head being a bit more restrained as this gives the feeling of even less control over the situation but i left it "loose" to allow for a possible emergency. Especially with the head rest modification, i see no greater risk of choking than one choking on their own salvia or in eating some regular foods. In fact, the risk is probably less than eating a steak given the consistency of "hardness". The only issue is volume and filling the mouth (especially solids) to over capacity before consumption. Maitresse may have to somewhat control how much is released at one time but certainly with much less control than Goddess has been so kind to exercise up until now.

i hope this post answers some of Your concerns and responds to Your instructions, dear Goddess. i hope that You turn me in to Your toilet furniture. i am Yours to use as You like!.

1 comment:

  1. Every one of your posts excites me. I've never known a toilet slave to put as much thought into service as you.

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