Realistic Long Term Use

It is time, as per Maitresse's instructions, to focus on "reality". i have longed to be used for extended periods and to be objectified in such a way that i am simply used as Maitresse goes about living Her life... coming and going. She seems interested in owning a toilet that She can use as She goes about Her life and Her day as well. There are a couple of problems with this situation that have to be addressed to make it a realistically "doable" situation.

The first is cramping of the slave. i have had issues with being bound on my back for extended periods... mostly with my shoulders. i think what will solve this issue will be a wider pad that supports the shoulders more. The other possibility would be a larger pillow that supports not only the slave's head but its shoulders as well. i'll be looking for such a pillow this week. If this issue can be worked out, i see no reason that the slave could not be bound for hours and hours. Sure, there are always issues such as an itch here, need to scratch there. A certain amount of discomfort is to be expected... it is BDSM after all. However, severe discomfort such as shoulder pain that grows and grows does not help the toilet perform.

The second major issue is the disposal of the slave's own waste. i feel certain i would not be bound for double-digit hours so i feel pretty good that i don't have to come up with a way to deal with my own solid. So, what to do about the liquid? i've been looking but have not found yet some clear, thin plastic tube that is large enough to fit over the slave's cock. However, i feel sure i will be able to come up with something. What i am thinking is that the Kali's Teeth would be substituted for a piece of tube. This would be held to the slave's cock via round pipe clamp (the kind that is very adjustable). i would then run the other end in to a large plastic bag (such as a gallon size zip-lock) and seal it with another pipe clamp. In such a way, i think the slave could dispose of its own liquid waste without needing to be released. The other option is an adult diaper. However, this is not a very attractive option but one that could be done quickly. With the slave's body hidden, it might be a viable option to Maitresse.

Another question to be answered is the edge play aspect. They say to not play and be bound alone. It is something of a risk. However, it is a calculated risk if a slave is to become truly a toilet for extended periods while not requiring its Owner to be "bound" to the house while the slave is serving. There is one safety factor in the new bench i have which is its weight. i think i could turn it over if i tried hard enough. Perhaps some bolt cutters (i already have them laid out when i serve anyway) would be left in the room in case of great emergency (fire, etc). With some work, the slave could probably escape if it absolutely had to. i'm not very worried about this situation, though. This is edge play and the chance of something happening while bound alone is very very slim. It's not much of a risk in my opinion.

One other thought is "safe words". i wonder about them if i am to become truly a toilet. i wonder if they should not be honored if i am to be totally owned by Goddess. i trust Maitresse more than enough to not have them... to trust in Her looking after the overall well-being of Her property. i wonder if i am to become a living object She owns if all decisions/speaking should be taken away and the care/maintenance of Her toilet vested with Her. On the other hand, i am scared of not having a safe word for cramping, etc. However, i am fully convinced that there should be no release/safe word for the actual disposal of Her gifts. i believe that from here out all must be consumed and consumed efficiently less heavy punishment be involved. Discipline/method up to Her but i would suggest that the time has come to be a fully functioning toilet.

The above assumes the slave would be serving here, at its house, or some other location where the bench and box can be used. i'm not fully sure yet about how to handle long term service somewhere where the box was not in use. i have heard of toilet slaves being locked in a bathroom or closet while their Mistresse was away and were to remain "available" upon Her return. However, it does not allow for bondage and full objectification as the slave's Owner would need to speak and instruct them when She needs to go to the bathroom. i suppose it depends upon how She wants to own and use Her toilet slave. However, if the slave were to be living off of only Her wastes, i would suggest a ball gag so that it could not be tempted to "steal" some water or people food. If in a location that the bondage box was not able to be used, i'm still sure that enough bondage could be enforced to maintain the slave's disipline though... hand cuff to foot cuff for example. Again, a diaper or waste bag would most likely be needed.

No matter what She decides, i am thrilled that Maitresse is considering turning me in to even more of a toilet. my own selfish wishes have been to become more and more of just a toilet to Her... a living breathing part of the structure of the house. i worship my dear Maitresse and want to become the exact toilet slave She desires... whatever that may be. Her body gives the slave its true nourishment. i shall be interested in Her thoughts on this post. i sincerely hope to give Her the types of services and sessions that makes Her happy and fulfills Her desires and even fantasies. Maitresse Kristian is already the ultimate Goddess.... i hope to give Her the best toilet and Her deepest experience in owning a toilet slave for Her use and enjoyment.